Dear Shanaya,
I am not entirely sure how you have internalised “all the
world’s a stage” without having read Shakespeare. But you like to behave that
you are forever performing in front of packed audiences. Be it an impromptu
song that you break into (with very original lyrics), or practising your kathak
or other dance routines (for a real show you may be preparing for), or helping
Daddy cook, or dancing in your car-seat to a song on the car radio…you give it
your best! You want me to make little videos of your performance and put it on
YouTube (which, I have not, of course). I did upload your cooking video (making
scones) on social media, which received a flood of love and praise (obviously,
from biased friends and relatives who love you blindly).
The other day, you danced to a Rabindra Sangeet (Madhibi
Hotath Kotha Hotey Elo) on the occasion of Rabindra Nazrul Sandhya organised by
BAWA. You were the little Madhobi, dressed in a pretty orange saree and a
lavish flower crown (which was handmade with love). How well you danced is not
for me to say….but how much you enjoyed it, was evident. The energy, smile and
eye contact with the audience and other dancers, told me, once again, what I
already knew. My little girl loves to perform!
You enjoyed every hug and praise you received after the
show. But what I will never forget (or let you forget) is how you asked me if
anybody would “take your autograph”! There was more innocence than pride in
your question, which made it hilarious and adorable at the same time. Nobody
took your autograph that day. But I hope, as you grow older and navigate
through the by-lanes of life, you are able to hold on to that confidence and
innocence. For they are amazing qualities, my dear girl – performing on stage
or not.
Love,
Mummy
